I can’t do this alone and, thats exactly what I am, alone.  I pray to my higher power, asking that he put you back in my life in some form, any form… Missing you will take me down, I know it will. It’s only a matter of time before I slip.  I lie to everyone, saying I’m happier then ever before. I was happiest in the backseat of my car with you in my arms.  Please come back to me, I want you, I need you.  I know I’ve tried pushing you away, thinking not having you at all was better than only having a piece of you.  When was the last time we talked on the phone? When was the last time we laughed together? I miss that, I miss us.